How does smoking (particularly vaping) affect your inner peace/calmness?

I'm struggling with quitting vaping (i.e. addiction)., while simultaneously working on my inner spiritual journey (meditating, reading books, reflecting, observing my thoughts, etc.).

I discovered that the moment do a puff, it affects my calmness and inner peace as I become nervous and find it hard to relax.

Do any of you have similar experiences? How are you dealing with it?

Thanks in advance!