I'll die alone

Not really venting, just coming to a realization that I'll die alone.

Grew up poor, in a commie block. Both parents alcoholics, post Soviet country.

Had my first job at 13.

Basically too poor to date or even afford "cool awesome Instagram photoesque" lifestyle at age 23-30. Probably buy my car and house late, maybe at 35. Finishing my degree late.

Can't even compete with women whose lives involved travel at a young age or parents bought cars/apartments by age 25, or even parents sponsored education. Not on their level - their quote.

Women from my social class always date richer men, or alcoholics, sadly I rarely drink am not rich.

Gonna run a marathon by myself, that's life I guess.

Meh, could be worse At least I'm not balding